ZoeYmeAn October baby and a typical Libra. A loyal JJ and Harry Potter fans. Reading and movie, with some EMO as the ingredients of her life. Nothing much, just like every special and great person you had met before. *Loves, the only thing worth staying for. Dream, the only thing worth fighting for. Justice, the only thing that should be blind. You and me, the only two hearts that never died.* and I like this phrase so much “a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?” Facebook Youtube Google My Lover 11 March, 2012 @ 3/11/2012 02:07:00 AM
I laughed at myself because they laughed when I'm actually serious.
You seriously failed,
Zoey Ng.
10 March, 2012 @ 3/10/2012 11:19:00 PM
The feeling when your bestfreind dump you just like that at this moment.
I will remember.
Stalker. 05 March, 2012 @ 3/05/2012 12:00:00 AM I stalked the whole day. And today will be the worst day that I ever had in my "stalking-history". I went through most of their pictures without me being inside, and I cried after hundred of pictures flipped away. I was touched. How can they be so lovely? How they build their friendship? How can they love each other so much? And how can I leave them just like that? Their smiles, their cheers, their action, their love. I know that's the life I prayed for. I'm not willing to leave... But look at the work and the responsibility behind... Dilemma strikes, And this is the time that I really need to talk to someone and consider. I think. I just stalked too much. I hope. My mind will be peaceful again.
Here's the people who melted my heart and burst me into tears.
I like this the most.
Love, Zoey MUSA 29 February, 2012 @ 2/29/2012 11:25:00 PM Feel so bad of not updating frequently. Busy for MUSA stuffs but all I think it worth so far. Knowing new people is the most exciting part. Busy timetable with busy stuff together, Challenging but yet I'm already part of it. Putting faith to God and hope He will answer my player. Think there will be lesser EMO stuff to be posted here in the future as long as I'm still dealing with MUSA. But readers don't be sad, here's always the best place for me to calm down and think about the future. I'll always be here. Cheers. Love, Zoey 他,回来了。 31 January, 2012 @ 1/31/2012 11:30:00 PM 别怀疑,我要说的全部是他。 在爱情里,他说学不会。 我们都在爱情里永远学不会。 很多东西都学不会。 第九张专辑,学不会。 林俊杰。 JJ Lin. 两年了,终于可以听到他的新作品。 老实说,他的上一张专辑《她说》可是被我听了不上几次然后就丢在一旁的作品, 很失望,却不想在朋友面前承认,因为我还是选择继续相信他。 就连续之前好几张专辑也没有很感动,一张专辑里可能就只有那么一两首是好听的。 又一年了,他又失意歌王宝座。 我也失望了。 我以为他从此不再回来了。 12月31号,他带着《学不会》回来了。 我也只能说:“太好了”。 完美的嗓子,唱出情感的转折。 就像新歌十首一样,十全十美。 我知道,为了营造出有利的宣传效果,《学不会》这首歌成了他每次专辑里的炮灰 因为,他的每一张专辑里最好听的歌曲都不会是一首又一首让人熟能生巧的主打曲。 我不是在说主打曲不好听,只是,不是最好听的。 对于一直死打烂打打到不能再烂的宣传方式在我身上绝对是免疫的。 1)那些你很冒险的梦 这首歌是整张专辑里最好听、最有以前味道的歌。 2)白兰花 这首歌是一首中国风歌曲。 感觉他长大了,成熟了许多。 曲风、歌词、气息,完美。 3)不存在的情人 一如过往,一首首伤感疗伤情歌, 好听是不用说的。 高音呐喊,独特唱工,善用自己歌声的优点。 谢谢吴青峰老师把歌词写得那么好。 4)灵魂的共鸣 能请到世界级中国钢琴家朗朗在这首歌的钢琴部分助阵,能看得出新东家华纳器重JJ。 有别于以往的歌曲,但保留了他擅长的转音部分。 以古典音乐为背景的还是头一次,感觉全新。 5)学不会 主打歌,只能说是他普通的一首疗伤歌曲,未能赢得我的青睐。 6)Cinderella 专辑里唯一的英文歌曲,虽然不是第一次,但是这首Jazz味十足的歌曲让人听了很舒服、很轻松、很懒洋洋的感觉。 赞! 7)陌生老朋友 林夕先生的词。 太喜欢那歌词,以这样一首曲风偏向有点无所谓配搭这么残酷的歌词,感觉太真实,真实地让人心痛。 让我想起《西界》里的《Baby Baby》与这首歌有很大的对比。 8)白羊梦 一首节奏比较轻松的歌。 别怀疑,那只白羊就是3月27日生日的他自己。好一首鼓励自己的歌!可爱。。。 9)故事细腻 你细腻了吗?但烂漫了。。。 10) We Together 专辑里唯一的快歌。 中中。 没有一首是我不喜欢的。 这张专辑我真的很满意。(除了那些有的没的宣传,太烦人了!喜欢的一定会挺你到底!) 我没有疯狂粉丝的自私,没想过他是我一个人的,因为我是别人和我自己的。 知道为什么他总是失意进去歌王奖,不过没关系, 就让和你一样是二奶命的人继续支持你, 加油。 算了吧。 31 December, 2011 @ 12/31/2011 03:10:00 AM 第二十个年头是我续18岁前半段以后活得最为痛苦的一年。 我只感觉时间不停地走,一个学期比一个过得快, 功课很多很多,身体很累很累,吵架不停不停。 回忆不断不断,无奈累计累计,哭诉一直只藏在心底。 好多时候想放弃,却因为面子问题,于是我硬着头皮说算了吧。 好多时候想哭泣,却因为时间短缺,于是我回到岗位对自己说算了吧。 好多时候想离开,却发现要离开的不只是他,而是还有他的他,于是为了朋友我又算了吧。
躺在舒适的床上,看着漆黑的天花板,不断思考,然后失眠。
习惯。
厌倦幼稚,爱上成熟,但喜欢一点小白痴。 茫茫人海中又有多少人能有这结合? 于是我又说算了吧,忍下忍下又一辈子了。 这一年怎么这么难过? 爱得好累, 读得好腻, 念得好苦, 哭得好痛, 笑得好假, 做得好忙, 睡得好少, 忆得好多, 但最重要是吃得好烂。 整年就是糊里糊涂就过了,没有意外,没有惊喜,没有感觉。 没有什么特别开心的事, 没有什么特别期待的事, 但却有一件特别想做的事。 把头发剪至男生头, 把短发染上青色, 把双眼画上烟熏妆, 在左手手臂纹一个小小黑色的有形文条. 就这样。 好后悔做了很多年的乖孩子, 好后悔不曾拥有叛逆时期的记忆, 好后悔都把那些年的青春埋在书堆里。 20岁才突来的叛逆会太迟嘛? 隔空回个朋友一下: 她说:“一年,很快也很慢 因为成就而很快 因为想念而很慢”。 她又说:“我后年回马来西亚,还有朋友约我出去喝茶吗?” 我第一位出席,只怕你忘了我。 这朋友的文章怎么总是让我读了以后会有那么一种莫名的开心? 就算内容与我毫无瓜葛,但文章的手法,每一句,每一词都让我觉得好可爱。 你是其中一位最能让我想起中学时朋友。 今年在日常生活中最开心的可能就是看到她部落格更新。 没怎样,就纯粹喜欢。 又一年了, 让我开心的还有一件事。 我又为我的梦想多坚持了一年。 就算是陌生叔叔对我说了一席刺耳的话, 但我还是选着相信微不足道的自己。 再坚持些吧, 就那么一件不“算了吧”的事。
3点了,
我依然一个人,
和单身的你们。
Another day 25 December, 2011 @ 12/25/2011 11:40:00 PM Here done the Christmas and my part time job. Joined the MUSA sub committee where life's gonna go the other way round again. And do meet some new friends. There's one girl that probably the funniest and most generous KL-lang that I had ever met. Special and simple. That's something rare in this town.
The girl on my right is the one. Since she is just so fair, so I just make all of us the same colour!
I saw people posting about Lonely Christmas/Single Christmas on Facebook few days back.
And I was thinking why were they posting these.
No offense, but if it does work, I would rather exchange the situation with them by having a lonely Christmas than to have totally-no-Christmas-mood-but-not-alone's Christmas this year.
This sounds tragedy for me as Christmas used to be one of my favorite global festival.
Sad and I don't think I can blame the part time job that occupied most of my December.
And Christmas is about the born of Jesus Christ and not just about Santa Claus and Christmas gift.
On Christmas Eve the night itself I finally sense a little bit the mood when I think about there's actually Jesus's birthday tomorrow and I gonna make him a present by smiling to a stranger on the next day. (:
I posted 'Happy Birthday' on Facebook and did anyone get the hint?
Hope that's some.....
就让我一次坏个够吧! 27 November, 2011 @ 11/27/2011 01:30:00 AM 终于有时间了,但就是那么一点点。 终于到了我最爱的十月, 可开心的感觉就是差那么一点点。。。 糊里糊涂地熬过了第二十个年头, 感觉空空地, 二十年又怎样? 突然好怀恋中学时离食堂最远、第二大门走上左边而且夹在校长室与每天必经楼梯口中间的女厕所。 那厕所不怎么起眼,但就是男同学们上下楼梯最爱 “斜视” 的地方。 那厕所是新建好的, 大概在我中四还是中五时才建好的。 厕所好大,有二十多格小厕, 最爱就是体育节时一大班女同学一起在里面排队等厕所换衣。 这女厕所,真的让我好怀恋。。。 可是,今天的主角不是女厕所, 而是隔壁的男厕! 隔壁的男厕,我只进过一次,而且是为了拍摄而牺牲掉的。 如果说翘课和不做作业本不算坏的话,那我那时候大概没做过一天的坏学生。 说到逃学,以那时的我来说,就算是 但是就是因为没有逃过学,所以从来没有因为害怕被捉包而心跳加速的感觉。 如果是你翘课/逃学你会怎样?跟一大班同学多在图书馆里然后小声说大声笑?还是跑去篮球场假装体育节然后直接打球直到放课?又或是逃学到附近的桌球场跟那里的小混混一分高下? No, no, no,hold住姐说这些not fashion. 要就来个大点的。 先说翘课吧! 如果给我重新选择,这次我想选男厕作为翘课的‘藏身之处’。 你当让会很好奇我在男厕能做些什么,想做的东西其实很无聊。 我想躲进最常坏、最阴森的那间男厕格, 让后加班一些东西。。。 哈哈, 猜到我要做什么了吗?没错,我就是想扮女鬼在厕所里面哭。要哭得凄惨,要哭得凄凉! 再不然还有一种玩法! 故意跑进男厕,然后乘在班上最好色、最让我鸡皮疙瘩的男生跑进来时,假装若无其事得在他面前经过, 让他以异样的颜神看你。。。这种好色又鸡婆的男生在学校不会难找,随便走进一间课室再随便乱指也有百分之90%的几率会中到一位。当然,那好色又鸡婆的男生会回到班上然后跟他那些物以类聚的大伙儿大爆刚才在男厕遇见我的事早是预料以内的事。被人以鬼鬼祟祟的目光看惯的我在这时候只会偷偷地笑,在等待猎物掉进陷阱。 **小红,小仪,小美经过** 然后我就会大声喊:"嘿,大肥,刚刚在男厕门口,我好像看见你在偷看隔壁女厕偷看某某校花上厕所,看得挺入神,连我大声喊你也听不到!” 要知道这么做的杀伤力有多大,大到可以让他一秒内从天堂下地狱,快过变格格! 小红,正是班上的班花兼校花,加上成绩名列前茅,追求者排长龙那是当然的事。 大肥当然也就是其中一只较肥的蜜蜂,为了博得美人一笑,大肥可真在功课上下了不少苦功。最近才博得大美人小红的一点欢喜,但现在给我这么说了个,小小的希望立即粉碎,简直比三十多颗牙齿同时间被拔起还要痛! 好色。口无遮拦。希望粉碎。够坏。 以上是我一个月前所写的。 迟迟不发布,是因为还没坏够。 好想用鲜红色口红把惹人讨厌女老师的车镜上画出我的心爱之作,好让她永远记得我。 好想把惹人讨厌的吝啬校长车的四个轮胎都钉满图钉,不需要露风,只要钉着就好,好让他知道有些东西是不能省的。 好想从纪律主任手中抢过那惹人憎恨的藤鞭,然后在她面前折断,好让她知道藤鞭打在我们手心的那一刻,爱老师的心也跟藤鞭一样,断了。 好想来一场集体绝食大抗议,好让老师、家长和董事们知道,拆掉旧科学室是件多么让我们心痛的事。 好想再来一场集体大游行,好让整个区的人都知道,把百年大树砍掉,把我们爱的花草一把火烧掉也是会烧红我们愤怒的心。 好想在教师节时把蛋糕盖在平时严肃老师的面上,为了只搏得一笑,哪怕那只是痴人说梦话。 好想把美术室偷来的颜料分给同学们,然后一起在Gelanggang上作画,好让同学们学习什么是美术课。 好想偶尔和好朋友翘课, 然后一起爬上篮球场旁边的一棵树上聊天。聊天文,聊地理,聊人际,聊偶像,聊无聊但就不聊功课。 好想早上大集合时借用园丁叔叔的长水喉,开大水把同学都喷湿,一起戏水,一起玩耍,一起欢笑,然后再忘记每天都会做的突击检查。 好想做很多傻子事, 想了很多个“好想”, 好想阻止当年很多个错误的决定, 好想纯粹只当给坏学生, 没什么现在想到的从前都没做? 是因为头脑太清醒了吗?
*17岁的我,17岁的你,17岁的他,17岁的她,17岁的大家*
20岁现在的我, 好想 把头发剪至男生头, 好想把短发染上青色, 好想把双眼画上烟熏妆, 好想在左手手臂纹一个小小黑色的有形文条, 好想尝试我从没试过的庞科风, 然后再想象下我以后都一这形象出现在实验室, 会格格不入?很吓人?看不出? 就是喜欢看不出。 好想。还是算了吧。 When all my cell met. 05 November, 2011 @ 11/05/2011 12:00:00 AM Yes. When all my cell met, I get mad as well.
Worry for the coming Cellular Metabolism paper.
15 short questions with 4 marks each
6 long questions with 10 marks each
and
3 essays question with 20 marks each.
All 24 question in 3 hours time.
Gonna make sure there is abundant glucose supply for the skeletal muscle on my right hand.
Rush. Hope it will not screw my life.
The twins. 03 November, 2011 @ 11/03/2011 03:32:00 PM
This is my newborn twin cousin brothers.
20 years old difference.
Let's Smile, and make big a day =)
Forgetaboutthepaper Forgetaboutthepaper Forgetaboutthepaper.
太阳、月亮 27 October, 2011 @ 10/27/2011 09:36:00 PM ![]()
酷爱这张照片。
它给了我想要休息的感觉。
baba, happy birthday....
and he said there's a big surprise waiting for me after exam... and I'm waiting...waiting....waiting.... The Split. @ 10/27/2011 03:04:00 PM
If I would know Westlife gonna split after their world tour,
I would go for their Malaysia World Tour no matter how.
But It's too late to say goodbye.
Damn it.
Shane's voice is just too sexy.
I prefer the 4 men instead of 5.
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and this is my Shane.
![]() This guy, I wonder why he looks young forever. I give the same facial expression when I heard WESTLIFE gonna split later in next year summer. (isthiumilliacuspsoasmandibularmaxillartemporalbranchiallisscaiticnerve)
Separate all my body parts please.
Song that make my Octobie. 26 October, 2011 @ 10/26/2011 05:00:00 PM Not sure if you know thisBut when we first metI got so nervous I couldn't speakIn that very momentI found the one andMy life had found its missing piece So as long as I live I love youWill heaven hold youYou look so beautiful in whiteAnd from now to my very last breathThis day I'll cherishYou look so beautiful in whiteTonight What we have is timelessMy love is endlessAnd with this ring ISay to the worldYou're my every reason you're all that I believe inWith all my heart I mean every world So as long as I live I love youWill have and hold youYou look so beautiful in whiteAnd from now to my very last breathThis day I'll cherish You look so beautiful in whiteTonight oooh ohYou look so beautiful in white So beautiful in whiteTonight And if a daughters what our future holdsI hope she has your eyesFinds love like you and I didYeah, I wish she falls in love and I will let her goI'll walk her down the aisleShe'll look so beautiful in white You look so beautiful in white So as long as I live I love youWill have and hold youYou look so beautiful in whiteAnd from now to my very last breathThis day I'll cherishYou look so beautiful in whiteTonight You look so beautiful in whiteTonight Song of the day. Self-indulged into the romantic scene of my dream. Feel so sorry for my Octobie. As I have no enough time to update my post this month. And feel bad to just simply post something out. But right now, I found no other ways to express my depression over the coming exam paper. Stay tough, dream still so far. Away... No idea 13 September, 2011 @ 9/13/2011 11:23:00 PM Totally no idea of,
why some people can be so mean and selfish.
But mum said:" Practice to be a giver, no a receiver."
And I will learn to give. And forgive. And behave.
Wanna go home
R.I.P......
02 September, 2011 @ 9/02/2011 01:48:00 AM 几时才可以躺下? 请不要说你功课做不完, 请不要说你有多忙。。。
累,吗?
If I die young. 23 August, 2011 @ 8/23/2011 01:01:00 AM If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a, bed of roses Sink me in the river, at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song If i die young bury me in satin lay me down on a bed on a bed of roses sink me in the river at dawn send me away with the words of a love song Uh oh, uh oh Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby The sharp knife of a short life, well I've had, just enough time And I'll be wearing white when i come into your kingdom im as green as the ring on my little cold finger, I've never known the lovin of a man But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand there's a boy here in town says that he'll love me forever Whoever thought forever could be severed by The sharp knife of a short life well I've had just enough time If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a, bed of roses Sink me in the river, at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song The sharp knife of a short life well I've had just enough time So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls what I never did is done a penny for my thoughs oh no I'll sell em' for a dollar they worth so much more after I'm a goner and maybe then you'll here the words I've been singing funny when you're dead how people start listen' Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a, bed of roses Sink me in the river, at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song Uh oh (uh, oh) The ballad of a dove (uh, oh) Go with peace and love Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket Save them for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh The sharp knife of a short life, well I've had just enough time So put on your best boys And I'll wear my pearls If I die young someday, please arrange a funeral as described as above for me. But don't worry, I won't self-suicide. Since long time ago, I had been think about this question. ' How if one day I died very young?' And this song lyrics had just come in time to describe my ideal funeral. I just want to 'leave' peacefully. And this song did calm my mind the whole night. Indulging. People, please drown me with love too. Love this song. "If I die young' --------The Band Perry and this cover version from SAM TSUI. His voice can even bring out the meaning of the song more. And now he's official on my hunting list.... 最近。 22 August, 2011 @ 8/22/2011 01:18:00 AM 最近, 实在看不过眼, 每天看到面子书大量的负能量, 内容大概就是怂恿人家不要做功课,不然就是投诉那该死的报告有多该死。 这种这么该死的标题, 让我皮痒得按了几个赞。 实在是。。。 最近, 久违了我的部落格, 现在才得空来扫扫尘, 实在是。。。 最近, 一年一度的重阳节, 我恨不得每天闭上双眼就梦见奶奶, 对于那些胆小的朋友, 我这种想法实在是。。。 其实最近真的没什么, 忙,是当然, 不忙是偶然。 比起之前的学期, 本小姐比较喜欢这个。 当然,升格当学姐, 功课也会加倍。 比起之前的功课, 从两份报告增至三份; 从一星期19小时的上课时间增值26小时; 皮痒的我还跑去那个怕读你不死的人体学。 当然,还很皮痒的我跑了去参加半桶水的保龄球学会。 虽然真的忙,但感觉真的比以前来得正真实很多。 感觉独立了,很多事情都可以自己应付, 充实许多了。 享受。 (Zoey, 2011) 如果你看得懂的话,你会知道我希望知识与功课该如何平衡。 就算再忙, 我还是坚持每个月都要更新一下。 听着自己喜欢的歌,喝一杯逗了一天才喝到的巧克力冰沙, 发现喝下口时太甜了, 咿, 还活着嘛。。。=) jin tian yuan ben zhi xiang xie yi pian kai xin de tie zi. dan shi tu ran er lai de dian hua rang wo wu fa zhuan xin zhuo gong ke. gan tan hai nian qing de wo, zai man chang de ren sheng dao ru shang, hai xu yao mian lin duo shao ci zhe zhong shi qing kan zhe sheng bian de peng you, bu gan xiang xiang yi hou hao yao zai jie shou duo shao ci ci ji. zhen de bu gan xiang xiang. zhen de.... Just can't get her out of my head. 1st week. 2nd year. 30 July, 2011 @ 7/30/2011 01:34:00 AM As what the title say, this gonna be another story telling of what have I done for the past 1 week.
A 2nd year 1st semester student doesn't really come into my mind when I was attending classes these few days. It actually just like another branded new semester for me, mostly referring to 3rd semester instead of Y2S1. I don't like the phrase Y2S1 anyway.
Nothing much to comment also, meet the same faces, follow the same routine and facing the same problem as well.
Money $$$$ paid off for dump books. Luckily got to get second-hand books and it did lighten my burden.
Lots of memorizing works and studies on units taking. Studies have becoming more and more particular, deep and detail. Fine, just accept.
Juniors are fun and adorable. But feel alone when surrounded by them. Just find it hard to fuse into a gang recently.
Lecturers are showing their profession in every lecture class. Got a good feeling and 'm expecting more on this semester.
Friends, still the same gang, same people. Perhaps some won't be around next semester? Who knows.
Old folks. Waiting message from old friends makes me feel like a
Allergic. Skin allergic is the worst. But the point is, who cares? No one will care about you.
Buddies Appreciation Lunch & Mid-Week Mingle are something that can make me feel the connection left between me and the society. Nice food, get to know new friends and relax before the busy days come. So far, joining the buddy program doesn't seem like a bad choice =). It enlighten my days in Monash.
Parties: People around are busying with those parties thingy. Can I don't get myself in?
That's all for the week.
I'm no longer a but you are. 22 July, 2011 @ 7/22/2011 10:04:00 PM Nerd. You are. Muscle aches and voice raucous. But everything paid off when I saw the colour hoisting in the air and it raised my spirit. Just simply love today =). Read someone's blog and wondering will he/she read my blog regularly or not. Feel so retarded to write blog sometimes. Sigh. My friend's blog kinda makes me feel emo a bit now when every of his/her word is touching the bottom of my heart. Sigh. Won 4 big hampers and it's satisfied. The best decoration, The best chief buddy, The champion of the "last" egg standing and THE BEST SHOWMANSHIP! This is a bit of out of aspect. Well done, my juniors. Oh yeah, those who ffk, you are on my list now, wahahahahaha......
Art.... 20 July, 2011 @ 7/20/2011 12:53:00 AM
苹果。Apple.
不分肤色。No racism.
相信自己。Have faith.
生命其实很奇妙。Miracle of life.
选择正确的。Choose wisely.
爸爸。Father and son.
鱼骨。Bony.
生活。Life.
我们并不寂寞。We're not alone.
耕耘。Water your plant.
忙里偷闲。Sneak while you can.
冥冥中终有人操控。There's always a reason there.
迷。Lost.
感恩。Appreciate.
别停在顶尖,它不是终点。Endless path.
开始。Starting point.
进化。Evolution.
大自然。Mother of nature.
该做的事。Thing that should be done.
音乐。Music.
小时候。Childhood.
我是八爪鱼。I'm Octopus.
暗恋无罪。Crush.
为自己上色。Colour youself.
伙伴。Soul mate.
它是过去,不是未来。Let it be the past, not the future.
其实每一样都是礼物。Treat everything as a gift.
孤单。Alone.
明灯,使我们强大。Light of hope makes us stronger.
像你,像我。Like you, like me.
雨天。Raining day.
昼与夜。Day and night.
命令。Order.
颜色效应。Colour makes a difference.
犹豫。Up or down?
我们不是你所想象那样。We're not who you think we are.
特出。Special.
出乎预料。Out of expect.
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